Friday 23 April 2010

Great Expectation text

‘As we were going with our candle along the dark passage, Estella stopped all of a sudden and, facing round, said in her taunting manner with her face quite close to mine:

“Well?”

“Well, miss?’ I answered, almost falling over her and chicking myself.

She stood looking at me, and, of course, I stood looking at her.

“Am I pretty?”

“Yes; I think you are very pretty.”

“Am I insulting?”

“Not so much so as you were last time,” said I.

“Not so much so?”

“No”

She fired when she asked the last question, and she slapped my face with such force as she had, when I answered it.

“Now?” said she. “You little coarse monster, what do you think of me now?”

“ I shall not tell you.”

“Because you are going to tell, up-stairs. Is that it?”

“No,” said I, “that’s not it.”

“Why don’t you cry again, you little wretch?”

“Because I’ll never cry for you again,” said I. Which was, I suppose, as false a declaration as ever was made; for I was inwardly crying for her then, and I know what I know of the pain she cost me afterwards.’

Compyson's letter to Havisham

The letter below was written by Lauren Penne and myself. Our characters are imaginary creations of Havisham's lover and the woman he jilted her for and so we have tried to make this letter cruel and extremely unsatisfactory for a jilted lover to read. We found a lot of inspiration from real love letters. This letter is a recurring part of the script now.

My Dear Lady Havisham

When you read this letter you will have realised I have not attended our planned wedding this morning. I am writing you this letter to explain my absence from this most important day. I realise it will break your heart to hear this but I am no longer willing or able to marry you. Today is the worst day of all to be leaving you, but if I were to not do it today, I may not be able to do it at all. This will come to you as a shock and you will understandably be heartbroken, hurt and angry; but I hope that with the passing of time you may one day find it in your heart to forgive me.
Perhaps we are both victims of circumstances beyond our control. I am victim to falling in love, it is my curse to bare.
You will always remain in my heart and I hope I will remain in yours. I have left today and I believe our paths will never cross again. It is painful to say goodbye but even more painful to stay. I love you so much it hurts, but for the reasons above I must go away.



Always and forever in your mind and soul
Your loving friend

Tuesday 20 April 2010

Improv

www.youtube.com/watch?v=SzEDUZ-vZEs

Ok so here is the real link that should take you straight to the improv video for the tango torment

Enjoy xxxxx

Sunday 18 April 2010

Improv

http://http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SzEDUZ-vZEs

Here is the link to the improv video guys and gals

Love x

Thursday 8 April 2010

my lady in red journal entry

Rip at my mind and taunt and taint all I am and all shredded hope I once had. You wander around the corners of my mind the whirling the dust I left to settle. Every whirling gust of betrayal unsettles me. Your sweet reeking perfume lingers in the hallway polluting my world, my lungs, my mind. It’s harder to breathe. Your damp spreads and bleeds into my bed sheets as I sleep I turn and it’s you that lies at my side, sickeningly close to my face, as if I am him and he stares into your eyes guessing at your life. I lie awake guessing at yours together, relentlessly playing out you indulgence in having what is mine. Reflections in mirror and flickers by my eye as I try to sit in quiet, I focus my mind on you and yet I cannot focus you, hold your image still, because you scuttle and slip away deviously of gliding by, spinning through, whirling round with steps of assurance and blinking eyes, flutter no more you are no butterfly. You swarm. Always swarming.

Thursday 1 April 2010

Caged Bird - Alicia Keys

These are the lyrics to the mentioned song above, I thought some of them are so relevant and perfect for Estella's character :) I have also posted the song at the bottom as well.

right now i feel like a bird
caged without a key
everyone comes to stare at me
with so much joy and revelry
they don't know how i feel inside
through my smile i cry
they don't know what they do to me
keeping me from flying
that's why i say that i know why the caged bird sings
only joy comes from song
she's so rare and beautiful to others
why not just set her free
so she can fly, fly, fly
spreading her wings and her song
let her fly, fly, fly
for the whole world to see
Mmmmm Mmmmm
she's like a caged bird
fly, fly
Ooh, just let her fly, just let her fly, just let her fly
spread your wings, spread beauty

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YsLG05moCU8 - a link to the song

Friday 26 March 2010

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